Just for Today
Sunday, June 24, 2012
"Admitted to God, to ourselves, and to another human being the exact nature of our wrongs." - Step 5
"This (Step) is perhaps difficult - especially discussing our defects with another person. We think we have done well enough in admitting these things to ourselves. There is doubt about that. In actual practice, we usually find a solitary self-appraisal insufficient. ...We will be more reconciled to discussing ourselves with another person when we see good reasons why we should do so. The best reason first: If we skip this vital step, we may not overcome drinking. ...Trying to avoid this humbling experience, (members) have turned to easier methods. Almost invariably they got drunk." - Alcoholics Anonymous, 3rd Edition, Ch 6 ("Into Action"), pp 72-3.
Just for today, I seek the understanding that the purpose of Step 5 is to unburden myself of the excess emotional baggage of guilt, fear, resentment and anger that will likely impair my recovery if I do not let go of that weight. I cannot expect to reap the Program's full benefits if I cannot be unconditionally honest with myself and others by keeping bottled inside those events or feelings that might have contributed to my drinking. Along with humility, Step 5 requires courage, most certainly. But failing to muster both and finally letting go of what now hurts me in my recovery will predictably impede that recovery. And, in letting go by confiding in a trusted confidant, I may find fresh perspectives, useful direction and an unbiased opinion that what I think is so bad may not be as bad as I think. Today, I look for the humility and courage to take Step 5 and, hopefully, find freedom in the process. And our common journey continues. Just for today. - Chris M., 2012
Sunday, June 24, 2012
"Admitted to God, to ourselves, and to another human being the exact nature of our wrongs." - Step 5
"This (Step) is perhaps difficult - especially discussing our defects with another person. We think we have done well enough in admitting these things to ourselves. There is doubt about that. In actual practice, we usually find a solitary self-appraisal insufficient. ...We will be more reconciled to discussing ourselves with another person when we see good reasons why we should do so. The best reason first: If we skip this vital step, we may not overcome drinking. ...Trying to avoid this humbling experience, (members) have turned to easier methods. Almost invariably they got drunk." - Alcoholics Anonymous, 3rd Edition, Ch 6 ("Into Action"), pp 72-3.
Just for today, I seek the understanding that the purpose of Step 5 is to unburden myself of the excess emotional baggage of guilt, fear, resentment and anger that will likely impair my recovery if I do not let go of that weight. I cannot expect to reap the Program's full benefits if I cannot be unconditionally honest with myself and others by keeping bottled inside those events or feelings that might have contributed to my drinking. Along with humility, Step 5 requires courage, most certainly. But failing to muster both and finally letting go of what now hurts me in my recovery will predictably impede that recovery. And, in letting go by confiding in a trusted confidant, I may find fresh perspectives, useful direction and an unbiased opinion that what I think is so bad may not be as bad as I think. Today, I look for the humility and courage to take Step 5 and, hopefully, find freedom in the process. And our common journey continues. Just for today. - Chris M., 2012
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