Just for Today
Tuesday, May 29, 2012
"Came to believe that a Power greater than ourselves could restore us to sanity." - Step Two
Just for today, whether a newcomer or veteran of the Program, if the term Higher Power discourages me because my faith has been ravaged by alcohol or the less than serene episodes of sobriety, let me re-read and understand the literal interpretation of Step Two. We are not asked or mandated by this Step to believe, but are encouraged that we can "come to believe." If I shrug off the possibility of some being stronger and greater than myself, I need only look to the fact that I came to AA in the first place: by doing that, I also reached out for the possibility that some help that I need desperately exists. By the same measure, if I cannot yet grasp the concept of a stronger power, let me believe that Step Two is telling me that coming to believe in and accept a Power greater than myself is a dynamic process, one that requires evolvement. Just as I did not become sober after my last drink and probably needed weeks, months or longer to move from being dry into sobriety, so it goes with developing an understanding of the principals of all Twelve Steps. Today, I will not give up if I do not believe in that greater Power; instead, I will proceed with the Program with the promise of Step Two that I will one day find my greater strength. And our common journey continues. Just for today. - Chris M., 2012
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